I just feel inept socially the more I think on it.
Is it bad when I talk to people, I just have an inability to hold conversation if I don’t know about it.
I always say “okay,” “I see,” “alright” and other things not to bypass/pacify anybody but because I just don’t know how to respond.
I’ve been feeling like this with especially a few friends, one whom had been angry with me at one point that I’ve done this and I feel bad when I do it cause I always feel like I should have more to say.
“hi there, I’m sekaru, the 18 year old wulfski in college and i like video games and music and reading and tv and things” and it feels like when a person has interest in me, I always blow them off majority of the time because I am socially awkward and don’t know what to say. I hate how also half the time, I’m asking for favors and I mean not like drawing stuff but I mean if I don’t have anything to discuss, I just ask for a favor or something. Idk. I know people who don’t see this in me. I know I am a good person but I just don’t know how to respond like a normal person at time. I mean you can talk to me about something I know and I can hold a conversation and stuff. If we don’t hold anything in common, it’s really hard to connect and I just wanna try to be friends with a lot of people. I just feel bad I’m not exactly a good friend.