Pepsi, they, 26. white. I like Digimon, MTG, FF, Warrior Cats, and some other stuff. My fursonas are of a wolf, hyena robot, candy corn cat, lycanroc, silvally, and others.
i hope you’re sleeping okay tonight wherever, or maybe your with our old cat Scoop as well. You were a really good boy and I love you a lot. You deserve the world. I miss you. Things haven’t been the same but we’re trying. We’re not having to clean the carpets everyday and you not staring at us is weird for us to get used to. Sometimes I hear your snoring time to time and it’s just Mom asleep.
you’re one way it felt like home here and now you’re gone. I love you and I miss you.
tbh honestly I’ve been whiny elsewhere and ive been gone from other places and I just figure i make my one out of million personal posts here
im just tired. I’ve felt drained. I’m trying to get out of where I live because i feel like im suffocating and I’m just. I wanna feel good I have good days and bad days but I ultimately am just tired and it ultimately hits me how i feel empty inside because i have nothing here. i love my job tbh but either i don’t make enough or i just don’t give two shits when i know i have better out there i can go for.
i want to be around friends i can see on a normal basis and not like…. one every few months. i hate where i live.
Christmas gift of @nbsilvally and mine’s Lycanroc sonas on the beach as done by pupperbutt on twitter. I kept forgetting to put this one on here whoopsie but Look At Them
So my one bill didn’t take out until today (i thought i came out the other day) and now my bank account is charging me insufficient funds for small purchases
And I still have $30 worth of payments coming out for food and stuff but yet now I’m in the negatives and I need at least $150 to not be fucking broke next paycheck and actually pay my bills that are due the 1st and 5th of July.
my paypal is zcline1951@gmail.com
my square cash is cash.me/$pepsinoct
any payments help
if 50 of you donate like 5 dollars each i could be okay
tbh i got so many self esteem issues that conflict with a whole nother and I’m just at a point tonight i feel so fake even know like i know I’m a legitimate person but i feel like it’s just my entire personality and sense of self is constructed on the value of others and the media i intake and i get so nervous about just my actual self
am i even real? do i really exist or am I’m just a creation of those around me
me reading mental abuse tactics that other ppl reading into not knowing how the internet can be a solace of where your friends are and treating like going outside fixes everything and acting like quirky parenting is cute when you do shit like that anyways and they could easily not give you shit even if you do it because they think you don’t deserve it
sorry I’m thinking a lot about that post and how parents can be deceitful as fuck sometimes
sure maybe if you’re like 5 or 6 and wanna go on roblox, that shit works but when you’re 15 or 16 and your parent acts like the internet ruined you and it’s your fault you’re not their ideal child, they’ll do shit like that and try to disconnect you and it’s not fun
my dad once threw and broke my moms laptop because I was on it and he didn’t like it and screamed at my face
so yeah, let me tell you how fast that shit can escalate too
